Today is Day Of Pink. DayofPink is the International Day against Bullying, Discrimination, Homophobia and Transphobia in schools and communities.
Everyone remembers Amanda Todd right? The girl who got all the sympathy AFTER she was dead. Rather than having someone save her while they could?…
A couple weeks ago. They’re almost gone. Nothin compared to a couple days ago. Wish this dark cloud wasn’t hanging over me all the time.. :/
So the other day I was feeling my hips when I realized I could feel my hip bones but I can’t see them. My friend Hannah felt & said it was gross & although Hannah is a bigger girl she is one of my good friends & what she says does mean a lot to me & when I told her I wanted to be skinner enough to see my hip bones, she told me it was gross. To me gross is seeing my body have extra skin on it & wanting to do something about it but not knowing what to do. I feel so disgusting in my own skin that when guys give me compliments it makes me sick to my stomach.. Til next time..
While trying to stop my dad from yelling at my grandma tonight I finally called my mom once he left & just cried about plenty of things to her. I am so tired of coming home & being afraid of saying the wrong thing & getting hit or even just being yelled at. The slightest things anymore make me want to cry. I could stay up in my room for days or run away from home & I am pretty positive nobody would care. I wonder where I would go if I did run away, where would I go? Who would I say with? How would I stay away from home? Dad is home from wherever he was. They just talked. It really scared me tonight. God why must I live? Why must I have been born if this is the hurt everybody has with me in there life? What if I died tonight would anyone even care?
all of the above.